Suga-coated Remorse

Godly Wisdom, knowledge, and understanding Is the precious Purpose for mankind Don’t give me lies and sugarcoated remorse Meandering in my mindset — let’s be kind cuz I’m left behind, my mind… There’s a divine sign above the doves align Love of mine…love of mine…love of mine… You’re doing fine in my utmost design You’re my type of shine…shine…shine… The Holy Spirit and the word of God Satan the devil is quite a fellow so odd Witchcraft warped my wretched mindset I regret everything and I’m hella upset…all farewells met…to a hello in debt…I bet, now…somehow… I’m wet with unregret… My heart of ripped-apart from the start calls to me inevitably My art of broken spirits and all acquaintances unconditionally God’s Kingdom come… What have I become? So numb? Slit my wrists of rapid warmth Of blood dripping in a swarmth Coagulate crimson on my tongue Rung the song sung from my tongue I want to be put to death to enliven my soul again I want to mend me all over again — where you been? Then again, I cower in my den My stomach is sour with remorse…I need a guilt divorce Of course, you’re happy — you galloping, swirling horse Pride and humility and envy mix in one pot I am but a robot…I am giving it the best I got Trials and tribulations give me five frustrations that funk my brain up Shut up and listen, my medicine Let your eyes and ears aglisten Where the hell have I been? Am I willing to forgive again? Have mercy upon my good-luck trails Have mercy on my terrifically terrible trials