Substance

Closing your eyes in jumbled bliss you place your thumb 
On the little plunger. The needle knows its way 
To your malleable misguided mind that 
Conjures the image of the white lines on the table  
Looking like road surface markings. 
Now it seems that your trip is only one-way. 

Once more the impossible colours explode into life: 
Those psychedelic blossoms which you comfortably 
Let run wild, just as they allowed you to do four years ago in 
That Parisian hotel room. You ruminate on your new habit,  
Glancing indifferently at the revolver inked on your forearm. 
Yet you know that your deadly game of Russian Roulette will soon end. 

You know it hurts, the way their words sting. 
They think they know that everything is wrong, and nothing is right. 
And wonder how they became hypnotised by  
Your lies that you spill everywhere in fragments of warped linguistics; 
It must be strange to think that these controlled substances 
Are in fact the devilish imps controlling your pliable puny brain, 
And that those spectral cyclones in your head cannot heal 
The scars you gave to a broken-hearted family.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Marcum Wong Avatar
May 28, 2019 at 11:11 PM
A belated warm welcome to Poetry Soup Adam. You are an artist with words and this is exquisite. Aloha, Connie ; )
Logan Avatar
August 2, 2018 at 3:49 PM
You capture the always pain of substance addiction with an economy of well chosen words. This is an A+ poem.
Raghunathan Avatar
July 31, 2018 at 9:45 PM
Beautiful
Staton Avatar
July 31, 2018 at 5:45 AM
Love this! So poignant! Great imagery!
Man Avatar
July 13, 2018 at 1:20 PM
Adam, your narrative is a power slam! You have great word choice which makes this pop!
Brackenbury Avatar
July 13, 2018 at 1:27 PM
Thank you! I'm new to this forum, as well as the world poetry in general, so this warm reception means a lot!
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