Story of My Life

Why can't my heart just accept I've always been a reject Friends I never truly had Making me blue and so sad Laughed at every single day My life was in total dismay Why can't others look and see More than the outside of me Inside my emotions are Brighter than the biggest star Full of love, kindness and care I try to spread cheer everywhere But that doesn't count at all When i'm pushed against the wall With all of the large peer pressure That turns my life nothing lesser Than I planned on it to be Is it wrong to be friendly Not wanting to drink and smoke It feels like I'm being poked With a finger of the devil Tipping the balance of level I don't want to slide off from By acting stupid and dumb Doing things I really hate Will not make me feel great So I live life on my own Being the girl I've always known Waiting patiently to find Someone else so pure and kind That accepts the way I live A true friendship I will give