Still Breathing

When someone you're close to and love dies, it doesn't get better with time. That love solidifys and rots in the center of your heart. That rotting unforgettable love turns to pain like acid from a spent core. It eats up all the remaining parts and leaves a tarnished rigid exterior that has no pity or shame the only thing that classifies as human is blood running through the veins... No interest in rivalries or playing of games. Just eternal black sunshine every day's filled with rain. Where did the splendor and happiness go?! It was here I remember but now filled with questions to answers nobody knows. For sake of the memory I must be strong and give it all that I've got. For honor of a sacred bond that comes to life in each thought. I'll never stop loving you not one lesson forgot. You're my best friend forever I'll see you someday save a spot.....