Steps Leading Nowhere

Its so hard to stay afloat On a sinking damaged boat That has been my life a while Every step of every mile Left a footprint of despair Roads weren't leading anywhere All by myself alone and lost Chilly by the icy frost Everyone left in my path Now it's very hard to grasp The crazy insanity That's stirring inside of me Every time I am awake As the hours slowly take Another small tiny trace Of myself I can't replace Losing more of who I am Life hit me with a huge WHAM Knocking me out--I am down My self worth no longer found