Split Temptation

My temptation is great at times in my life. At other times, it is lost and no to be found. I know it will always be there within my mind. It will confuse me and drive me so very mad. No longer sad, because I have accepted it so, As a part of my soul and inner self so bold, Becoming part of me, I am outwardly bold. I have accepted so richly, building on my life. No one I know would ever consider it so. There are so many others that I have found. Some accept it; others would think I’m mad. I hold it dear to me, hiding it inside my mind. I am glad that no one could ever read my mind. Though to act upon this temptation is bold, To observe this thing would make someone mad. So I hide it well inside and continue in life. Some day my time will come, peace will be found. No matter when, I understand that it will become so, Maybe upon my destiny deal it shall become so. It will never drive me insane and take away my mind. Reality will take over someday releasing vision found. Energy shall be released, no sacrifice to be bold. There will be a new existence known inside of life. My spirit will be complete and happy, not mad. This success shall be gracious, not making anyone mad. I hope that my happiness fulfilled with making it so. However, possibly not since I will not know of this life. For all memories of former life will be out of my mind. To be able to recall my past, could I chance to be so bold? Possibly souls are warped together and can be found. Per chance, I could read these words, knowing what I found. Though it is a possibility, that then I could go insanely mad. Whatever happens in my soul again, could I be so bold. I can only hope and pray that someday it will become so. That the temptation of mine shall share only one mind, That the combination of two, share just one life, That truth is found with loving it so. No longer, mad, in a calmer mind. Creating someone bold, and compelling life.