Split Personality

Normally I am sober
Love to socialize
Never lose composure
Need no disguise

I am an IT engineer
I am a good husband
Clara my wife dear
Earns several thousand

We are a happy family
Except the deadly alter
As they say the insanity
Needs a strong halter

Whenever you humiliate me
The rebel will come up
Will bring out invariably
The beast in my soul-hub

And when the beast is out
To do something horrible
Irrational bloods shout
I am criminally terrible 

But the normal I has no memory
Of the monster in me
Nor the alter is aware
Of the others who accompany

This dissociation is disastrous
Psychiatry has no remedy
Psychotherapy is advantageous
For the disturbed chemistry

The broken home of my childhood
Haunts me in my dream
Both the identities in the darkness 
Are in full-throated scream

Doctors give me medicines
For anxiety and depression
Sending me in reticence
To tranquilize the elephant 


I don’t  know how long I will stay
With this miserable destiny
I am afraid one clouded day
I'll kill both of me
___________________________
May 22, 2016
For: Split Personalities – Poetry Contest
Sponsor:  Brian Davey
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Davey Avatar
May 23, 2016 at 2:27 AM
Great write about the inner turmoil one goes through with this disorder Probir! Congrats on your placement
Gupta Avatar
May 23, 2016 at 8:00 PM
Thank you Brian...
Vaso Avatar
May 22, 2016 at 7:45 PM
Wow, thats very powerful, you have expressed such deep emotions very well!
Gupta Avatar
May 22, 2016 at 7:58 PM
Thank you...
Gorelick Avatar
May 22, 2016 at 5:38 PM
Good job..some great phrases...especially like the second to the last verse. BG
Gupta Avatar
May 22, 2016 at 7:59 PM
Thank you....
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