Soul's Loophole 2

I just wish i could hear your voice
I wish i knew on what you’d now be making a choice
To be a part of your conversation
That would last me a lifetime
Its scary how much you mean to me…
In my fantasy
Like the emotions are even past Heaven
And the only time we’ve been apart
Is getting through those biblical layers of seven 

You understand every word
Patience like no other
Presence never wavering
For a soul like mine, the ultimate shelter

I feel like i need to forgive you for something
Maybe thats why forgiving people while im here is so annoying
Because all i really want to focus on
Is fixing whats wrong between me and you
Somehow even in my fantasy…
That feels so true

I dont fit in here
Why am i here
Why am i placed where i have no where else to go?
Somehow i feel like meeting you
Will answer every single question, ill finally know

My moods are back to so all over the place
Back to highschool days, my crazy phase
And i’ve come too far for this to happen
And i dont know how to make it stop
My kids deserve a more normal mother
Yet they still look at me with such delight
For how will they look at me, truly, when they are older?
Its quite a motherhood fright.
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