Sorry Not Sorry

You're falling in love with me That wasn't supposed to happen. And I'm sorry. I'm just going to hurt you. All I wanted was something fun, Easy, casual, non committed. I'm not connected to you And I won't be. For me, you're just Mr Rightnow. A time filler. Someone to keep me company. I never meant to be your Mrs Right. I never meant for you to fall in love. I should let you go, But I won't. Not yet. I' m still having fun. And maybe a part of me wants to hurt you, The way that I was hurt before By someone else. Because I can. It's horrible, and cruel But I'm still so broken, And incapable of love, only pain. So breaking you Will help fix me. I'd say I'm sorry But, I'm not.