Sorry Not Sorry

You're falling in love with me
That wasn't supposed to happen. 
And I'm sorry.
I'm just going to hurt you.
All I wanted was something fun,
Easy, casual, non committed.
I'm not connected to you
And I won't be. 
For me, you're just Mr Rightnow.
A time filler.
Someone to keep me company.
I never meant to be your Mrs Right.
I never meant for you to fall in love.
I should let you go,
But I won't. Not yet.
I' m still having fun.
And maybe a part of me wants to hurt you,
The way that I was hurt before
By someone else. 
Because I can.
It's horrible, and cruel
But I'm still so broken,
And incapable of love, only pain.
So breaking you
Will help fix me.
I'd say I'm sorry
But, I'm not.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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