Sorry -I Will Not Let You Win

I wish I could say sorry I wish my ego would allow me to reach out to you . So much to say but no voice to say it I refuse to let you win I refuse to say sorry I love you and I forgive you ,words I wish I could say ...sorry I refuse to let you win I refuse to say sorry My heart is sorry that you are not here I just can't open my mouth to say sorry I am walking away hoping you would say dont leave Praying that you could see how much I need you to say sorry How sorry I am ...I just refuse to say it I guess we both dont know how to say sorry It's too hard to say I am angry at you for leaving me I dont know how to say sorry I am too proud to say I am sorry I love you and need you but I refuse to say sorry Sorry a word I will not speak My heart is heavy my tears are real but I refuse to let you win so I will not say sorry . I walk away in pain Broken and shattered but I refuse to say sorry. A word I will not speak Saying I am sorry is letting you win Saying I am sorry means I am wrong and you are right I refuse to say sorry I refuse to let you win but I am sorry I just cant say the word and let you win.