Sometimes..........I Think

Sometimes..............I Think Sometimes... I think back to the days before you came into my life and I'm left wondering what I was doing and how I made it through. Sometimes... I think of how full and complete my life feels with you in it and I can't do anything but smile. Sometimes... I think about how you could have and deserve so much more than I can offer yet, you still stay. Sometimes... I think of you ambition and potential and am left asking myself if I'm a blessing to your gifts or a burden. Sometimes... I think of times when we've argued and I've physically struck out at you. For those times I am utterly embarrassed and desperately sorry. Sometimes... I think of my past relationships and wonder just how much of their BS is still my baggage and how it'll effect what I’m trying to have with you. Sometimes... I think of where I'd be if you weren't here in my life and each time I draw a blank. Sometimes... I think of how it'd be to grow old with you, watching each other age and mature with time. Sometimes... I think I need to just stop and thank God a little more for sending you to me. Sometimes... I think that I couldn't love you anymore than I already do, then you go and do or say something that makes me love you a little more. Sometimes... I think... and all I can think of is you.