Something More Then Death

when you first left it was excruciating every night my mind felt broken all of our memories and all of our words were ripped from my grasp i was drowning in the tears i shed for you you were my soul and suddenly there was nothing no happiness no reason no life you were gone in an instant and in an instant so was i i could not face the reality of your absence and i would lay in bed replaying our memories they danced behind my eyelids taunting me with your absence nostalgia was the enemy and i was drowning in it -interminable