Something Missing

We started talking on the phone for hours, It was so amazing that after all this time we even talked at all, You or me would always just call. Lately it seems like the interest isn't there anymore, It kind of feels like your trying to kick me out the door, Some of the recent things you have said, Have finally caught up in my head. Maybe it just wasn't meant to be, I think you will also agree, To a certain degree. That's the way life is, And I'm going to just have to deal with your decision, Maybe one day you will have a different vision. But I can't stick around and wait for the "future", And lay in bed just thinking about you all the time, That would be like charging myself with a crime. When we used to talk it was amazing how we clicked, But lately it has seemed like we always get into a conflict, And I'm not blaming you for the way things have been going, I guess heartache is just a part of growing. I hope one day we can talk again, But right now this is just hurting my heart and my brain, I wish there was a easier way to explain, But there is nothing easy about all the pain that I've been having to sustain. Please don't hate me after all this, Hopefully you will understand that you will be missed, Nobody that ever met you could ever forget you, Because your one of a kind from my point of view. Now you probably hate me, And I don't blame you, I just hope you understand, And you wont put our friendship in remand.