Something Better

I dreamt in bright colors for most of my life

My dreams have changed after becoming your wife

No longer a sweet dream can I share with you

Only a nightmare I am sure will come true

I see you standing just over my shoulder

In my dream my body gets colder

No where to run and no where to hide

Here in this dream I’m sure that I died

Can’t tell your mother she calls me a fool

Not a single friend since graduating from school

So where can I turn or who should I tell?

That each day of my life is an unbearable hell

I long for some peace a simple way out

Will that day ever come this I really doubt

Escape sounds so easy leave and never look back

Having the courage to do it is what I lack

One day I will gather the strength that I need

But for now I know I have children to feed

So I’ll smile and wait for the day I can break free

Knowing there is something better out there for me
Copyright © | Year Posted 2006

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