So Much For Staying Strong

i dont know what to do, im an absolute mess. his heart is of gold and his eyes of perfection. thing is, i am not easy to impress. now this is nothing short of an obsession. when i took time for myself, i lost. he learned to live without me. i didnt realize what a little time would cost. i wish it didnt take this much for me to see. now this is where i am. i am in love with a boy that will never love me back. my heart is split and my knees are weak. there will forever be something my life will lack. i found him, there is nothing more for me to seek. so, i sit in pain everyday. relating to every love song. i suppose i will just whither away. so much for staying strong.