Snow White's Icy Heart -Spenserian Sonnet

You're startin to feel lonely, the guilt is settin in, it's changing, you're only so strong as you portray, and now it's fading- into a red bubbling mess, boiling, rearranging into something new, indestructible and its paying- for the consequences, this guilt has no sympathy for dating- whether it's hells best friend, and heaven's clever liar it's all about the thoughts, the ones that take the time creating- a poisonous kiss, Snow White's apple, her curious desire- so sudden yet expected, this obvious satire- of a mess, a disaster, it's not only killing a fair maiden but all of the minds involved in this strange iced fire- one that's about to be put out, and the red apple can trade in- for the lingering premonition, you've been regretting cause nothing can be far worse than simply neglecting.