Smile and Sigh

Smile and sigh You are not here and yes I know I should with all I am just let you go But things as such are easier said then done And so it's me that caught up in these emotions without a gun But you seem to think I'm someone so fragile and that before your feet I will break That even though I feel this way I can't move forward and that I will forever forsake So you once again try to protect me Instead of being honest with your feelings to me or yourself you shut your eyes and refuse to see What's right in front of you A friend who's willing to be there for you and listen But you continue to choose to close me out ignore all to you I said before Act like I don't exsist and slam that damn door But then it hit me one day I realized You are not that hard to figure out you can't keep things desguiesed You are not completely worried about what she will do If she were to find out I was still talking with you You are not overwhelmed by what you may think I would expect of you Or what exactly what I would do No you are most worried about what you yourself would do or say You know that your emotions will for surely get in your way I believe this as much as I believe in the love we have everyday So forgive me if I sit around think of you and pray That maybe someday soon we can give us another try But if we can't that's alright to however there's no reason for you to lie Yes I know for now that we have said goodbye On what I feel I will continue to rely And instead of sitting around to cry When I think of you I will from now on Smile and sigh