Slippin

I'm losing everything At least that's what she is to me So I guess there's nothing left If she's not here with me We've been friends for too long I might not survive this withdrawal It hurts me deep down to my soul to know that I am the cause of any pain in her heart We always use to talk about stuff like this I'd always say what if one day we just stop talking she'd reply that's never going to happen but right about now I feel like she's slipping right through my hands and tears fall as I write this cause she's the best thing to ever come into my life and I don't know what I would do without her People may say oh you will be just fine But they've never had a friendship as strong as ours To watch it crumble like it never exsisted is like watching my family member die she is the reason why I stand when I want to fall She is my sister more than the real ones and I would never forgive myself if I let her slip away without fighting first. It's something she taught me. How to be strong. She taught me how to let love in. Before her I didn't trust anybody near this heart. I never believed in friendship much cause I always end up getting hurt. She's always been there for me. Through the good times and the worst. I fear losing her more than I fear losing myself. A part of me is now dead inside cause she's not around. I hope she's accepts my apology cause I don't want to lose everything. I don't want to lose the reason that I smile.