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Six Years Ago

We found you dead six years ago- You fled with just a frown and journal- You’re not around to watch Ella grow- but her love for you is still eternal. They found you in the Winter snow, your body so close, we did not know- Your highs too high and your lows too low- We found you dead six years ago. We could not see you after death, it was too long since your last breath- Your body too frozen to thaw in time, for your wake, your skin entwined. A rotting corpse you became, a tragedy for all mankind, life’s not the same, I must digress- your suicide… couldn’t make me love you less. We said goodbye to you in a closed tomb- Mom cried…. For You were first in her womb- Her tears brought agony with lilies in bloom- Her heart died with you… I do presume. We found you dead six years ago, St. Patrick’s Day two thousand eleven, I day I wish to really let go, now your ashes six feet below- and angels hear your laugh in heaven, I wept and mourned at your procession. In my garden your lilies still grow- We found you dead six years ago. ***Six years ago today we found my sister's body after searching for her for over 3 months. She was missing since December 31, 2010- St.Patrick's Day will never be the same. The picture is where she last laid and took her final breath. We have a beautiful memorial site with a bench. I spread a few of Bo's ashes around the bench for her.*** March 17, 2017

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Date: 4/7/2017 7:58:00 PM
O dear Laura. So so sorry for your loss. God's grace is so strong and powerful in you. Blessings always.
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Date: 3/18/2017 10:07:00 PM
Oh how tragic, Luloo, for you and your family, especially for her little girl, but your poem is beautiful, filled with love and so inspiring. I haven't cried like this while reading a poem in a long time. I echo to you what Maureen wrote - I do hope that writing and sharing your sister's untimely passing helps to ease your sorrow. I know from experience that birthdays and the anniversaries are the most difficult days. Sending prayers and hugs, Rhonda
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Date: 3/17/2017 4:11:00 PM
A very heartfelt write Laura, your love for her is reflected in your prose, I hope pouring this pain into words and sharing them here helps lighten the burden of your grief, enabling you to pass this day a little less weighted. Hugs and condolences. Thank you for sharing the weight of this day, it's a lot to carry. xomo
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