She Says

She says she pushes me,when really she breaks me
She says i’m ungrateful ,when really I  bend backwards for people
She says i’ve got no future,when really prepare myself 
She says i’m just  a kid,when really I have to act  like an adult

She says she loves me,when really I doubt it
She says to put on a smile,when really I can’t
She says I am not broken,when really I am shattered
She says I just want attention,when really I  need someone to talk to

She emits all  harsh things in my head  
I try to push her out,I can’t ,because she overwhelms me
She consumes my life with her negative ways
I tell her to leave my mind,my soul,my thoughts

She says she can’t leave my thoughts
People tell  me it will get better
My thoughts,my mind,my soul , not longer belongs to me
I can’t even control myself
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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