Shattered Glass

I've been torn and broken apart, I have no soul no more all I have is emptiness. You have no idea what I've been through but is not worse than others; my wall of joy, peace, happiness and charisma is gone and I'm referring to my self-esteem, the pressure from expecting so much out of me and not letting me go ahead and grow up and experience life myself has finally cracked and fell into a thousand pieces like shattered glass. There in this deep pit lies what holds me together but it is too dark to find the way and I will only get lost deeper in the dark hole. My heart has a hole unpatched and unfixed and this black hole seems infinite; the key held close to my heart is the wrong key to open this diary unlock the secrets hidden within and beyond this shattered glass.