Sensitivity

Don’t take this personal is what they always say But how can I not when you say it that way Jokes you may play, but consider me before you comment inconsiderately Negativity can have an effect on me permanently Harm me mentally, the only protection are beliefs spiritually Physically, I know I’m not perfect My mind not the smartest, no intelligence in every circuit But my heart is pure, true, and so very fair Throughout this bottomless pit of my soul, oh so rare Therefore, I must beware, of the many evils of this time Everyone forever plotting, trying to change this life of mine Never will I find, someone who loves me for me For some reason the outside is all that hey seem to see Ever will there be, a time I feel content But it seems unhappiness is a trait I can’t prevent Many nights I’ve dreamt, that I had a total different mind-frame Where I never was upset, never did I feel ashamed For my emotions, no one to blame, only myself at fault My life has caught, in the jar of Satan himself The only escapement of this torture seems to be death Will I ever outgrow my sensitivity, not be so frail Or will I ever be trapped in this prison, locked inside my own jail?