Self Blame

As we talked by the fire, i looked into his eyes of sweet desire, i put my hands over my face, trying not to look like a big disgrace, I told him how i will always want everything in him, He's all i ever wanted, my feelings for him grew inside leaving me haunted, i tried to let go of what was never mine, i wish I would have met him first and everything would be fine, He Left without a goodbye that night, leaving me here bleeding as i cry without him in sight, As i move on with my head in shame, it is myself that i have to blame.