The lies, 
I laugh
I look at you
I can't stand you
I hate you
I can't believe you
I can't believe it!
How I allowed 
You in my life
Almost your wife
Cut me
Deep with this knife
Self destruct

Eat it and weep
As you read 
About my new love
Distance is just a mass
I close my eyes 
To kiss him
I close my eyes
And you disappear

Oh! My God.
My eyes are open
Take me so far away
Into another place
I don't need this disgrace
I don't want to be crazy
Or labeled insane 
Like a crazy train
Explain the new love I found
I love the sound
To be in your arms
Not in his shadow
I plead to you
I bleed for you
I try to run into you
But the more I stay
I can't turn away
My life's is set on,
Self destruct

You are my everything
He is my nothing
With you my heart sings
With him it suffers
You are my tune
He is my off note
You bring light to my moon
He brings me darkness with doom

Blow me up
To spill my cup
A self destructive life
A dagger- a knife
Just kill what is left
Deep inside my chest
Then I found you

You took me
You shook me
You removed this isolation
Gave me your sensation
Better remedies
Rescuing me from the seas
I am drowning
Come save me
My days are done clouding

He has ruined 
What is not visible 
You have loosened 
My heart to invincible

Cherish me
For all to see
Heal the pain
Wash the stain
Cover me under the rain
Give meaning to my sanity
Search for me
Give me your love 
With no date, over due
My heart now belongs to you
Excuse the effect if you find me disruptive"....
It all comes with being self destructive 


Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Date: 6/8/2016 5:55:00 AM
Powerful! Loved it!!
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Date: 4/16/2016 7:52:00 PM
Strong Emotions! Love it!
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Date: 11/14/2015 12:25:00 PM
What a past you had and now to have love you need and deserve. Beautiful write. I can't stop reading your writings! hehe :)
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Date: 3/6/2015 4:03:00 PM
Sorry to say that i missed to read this beautiful poem earlier. Though, it is recovered. A full emotional poem outraged by heart feelings. Beautifully adorned, my lovely friend. 7+ i feel here. Loved always,bl
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Date: 10/5/2013 9:38:00 AM
If words were swords, this one could've turned your target(s) into sashimi! :o Kidding aside, I can relate to all of this particular piece's angst. The kind of rage you had when you composed this could never have taken on a better form. I like it!
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Date: 9/9/2013 1:53:00 AM
Your poem reminds me of my x it is such a shame that people dont appreciate the good things they have in life.
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Date: 7/29/2013 7:42:00 AM
Your poem is amazing and it makes me want to keep reading it over and over ! Good one
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Date: 6/1/2011 1:48:00 AM
What a poetry! Congratulation! Thanks for your comment.
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Date: 12/9/2010 11:42:00 AM
long and strong. john
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Date: 12/5/2010 6:04:00 PM
Very interesting, I enjoyed the read.. I'm glad I picked this one tonight... Very well written, looking forward to reading more... Dana'lynn
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Date: 11/28/2010 8:27:00 PM
Owww, you got self-destructive down pat:)
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Date: 11/25/2010 10:22:00 PM
well, i hope the "new love" is hubbie? Sorry I had missed this one. I just now noticed I never read this one. Very raw with emotions! Hey, I got a win?? I better check it out Was just going offline. LUv ya, Irma!! and thanks about the contest.
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Date: 11/20/2010 10:43:00 AM
Irma what an emotional write, much enjoyed this evening.. Hope your weekend is a great one ;)
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Date: 11/16/2010 8:02:00 PM
Hello sweet Irma my BBF ... noticed your contest has closed and have not seen u on Soup for a week or more luv.. hope all is well ...missing my BBF ..from your BBF forever ..luv..
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Date: 11/12/2010 12:49:00 PM
enjoyed reading, enjoyed the progression of it, and its definative character.
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Date: 11/9/2010 3:49:00 PM
Hey S.K.A.T It's good to read your poem today. I miss your poems and always look out for them. I love this poem. As usual you display the power in poetry. Don't be a stranger. Love Sidney
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Date: 11/6/2010 1:11:00 PM
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Date: 11/1/2010 12:17:00 PM
love it
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Date: 10/30/2010 11:26:00 AM
Thank you for posting your excellent poetry here at PoetrySoup so we all may read it SKAT*. May your weekend be one of much joy to you and may it bring inspiration to the end of your pen. Wishing you the best in any contest you have entered or are going to enter this weekend. Love, Carol
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Date: 10/30/2010 8:40:00 AM
Very emotional and sentimental expressions you have penned, SKAT
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Date: 10/30/2010 6:33:00 AM
So much emotions pour out in this strong deep write....glad you came back to read "Walls Between Passion" didn't think many read it lol
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Date: 10/30/2010 6:22:00 AM
Wow.. Irma .. I am speechless at the emotion contained in this piece my BFF .. a true outpouring of your heart in this write luv.. u are a 'straight up" girl my friend and speak your mind out loud.. LUV it.. great creative piece this Happy Halloween weekend .. enjoy with luv..
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Date: 10/29/2010 8:01:00 PM
HI Skat :) I found this quite gripping-- reading the contrasts of the old and new love-- quite emotional and all I can say is, if this is based on real life, you sure deserve someone better and to have found that someone is really great :) -- I enjoyed reading this and it sure has some wonderful lines--love that clouding line, as well as the stanza after that, loosening to heart to invincible, is so unique! lucky guy, whoever he is :) -- stay happy, Skat! :) hugs to you -- nikko :)
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