Secret Police Are In Kansas City

My ideas are in hiding 
Afraid of the secret police
For they are in Kansas City
My poems are not wanting to goosestep
I hear glass breaking
It does not wake me up at first
But when it does I am in Minneapolis
And my poem is standing on a man’s neck
I am screaming for it to get off
He is yelling that he cannot breathe.
Terror infiltrates me as I realize I am paralyzed.
I can hear my heartbeat; double-time now.

My ideas are in a fetal position, lying under benches.
Visualizing concentration camps
Oh, excuse ME! Internment camps.
Mexican children being torn from their mother’s arms.
Crying and wailing. Cages. Dirty rotten government men.
My poems are turning themselves into stories.
I am no help. I am paralyzed. Cannot stop the thoughts though.
Swastikas are swirling around which is not comfortable.
Now the Klan! Are you kidding?
I am being marched out by chicken shi.....white hooders.

My writing is holding its breath, lying in wait
Thinking I will return. I may never be the same.
This new development has me buckling at my knees.
Someone cracks me across them with a whip.
Someone speaks Russian at me.
Craph! I barely know English.
That’s a good one my muse says, making a note.
I try to wake up, but there is someone sitting on my neck.
I cannot breathe.
I struggle,
I scream
Nothing comes out.
My worst nightmare, and of course it is three a.m.
The time I always have to go to the bathroom.
Something big is sitting on my neck and my head.
I give up, not caring about anything except breathing now.
It’s the Covid 19, my muse says. We are obsessed with it
I am so irritated, for it might not be my muse.
It might be another personality; I have plenty of them.
I sit quietly, waiting for the urge to write to pass.
Unfortunately, it never does.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Hawkins Avatar
July 26, 2020 at 12:59 AM
Wow! great Poem...
Krutsinger Avatar
July 26, 2020 at 8:36 AM
Thank you Shirley. I have strong feelings about this.
Faulkner Avatar
July 25, 2020 at 5:25 PM
We are in treacherous times - the Feds are occupying my city now, Portland - MY CITY so I am taking it plenty personally - this poem so strong and gripping, must make it a Fave-
Krutsinger Avatar
July 26, 2020 at 8:36 AM
Thank you Michelle. I liked it too.
Rose  Avatar
July 25, 2020 at 3:00 PM
You are such a creative writer, I never know what will come out of you, I bet you keep that muse in a frenzy , not knowing where to lead you. Always and interesting read Caren, xo
Krutsinger Avatar
July 26, 2020 at 8:37 AM
Thank you so much Pixie Dust.
Bauer Avatar
July 25, 2020 at 11:47 AM
very powerful, caren! this is a great poem...
Krutsinger Avatar
July 26, 2020 at 8:37 AM
Thank you Ilene. It was my feelings throwing themselves out windows, in a suicidal way.
Magnet Avatar
July 25, 2020 at 7:31 AM
Very contemporary insights in poetry reflecting mind and thoughts with an overriding compassion laced inside. nice poem , with lots of facets.
Krutsinger Avatar
July 26, 2020 at 8:37 AM
Thank you so much Reggae. I appreciate it.
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