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I use to contemplate Why i wasn't compatible With a consolidate Kept cool even when they Saw me as awkward When i watched and gawk Like that of optic theft Tried it and they just Criticized and mocked Me ,they definitely talked Not to me but about me I asked about it but was denied Even though deep inside I knew the truth I tried to be the wise bloke I tried to be the funny guy The jerk The punk The weird When I'd gone astray And tried to be myself Quiet and dim They expected me to perform Like I'm an actor They supposed I had Metal issues when I Spoke openly What i fancy Or my antipathy said i have a permanent Psychological predicament