Tabitha Colby Poet I do not know?

Scared

Iv been touched
I didn't want to be touched
I didn't know what to do

I was so scared
Didn't know what to do
I didn't move

I was afraid if I moved
He would do something more 
I pretended that nothing happened 

Nightmares kept coming every night
Every time I thought about it 
I coward and cried till I couldn't no more 

I ask myself 
Why me 
What did I do to deserve this 

I'm still scared 
Every time I see a vehical like his 
I get all tensed that my body goes numb 

I can't get it out of my head 
Want to forget about it 

Want him behind bars 
Want him to suffer 
Took a part of my childhood away 
Took my innocence away 
Just so scared anymore

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Poet Destroyer A April 22, 2016 at 11:52 AM tabitha colby, nicely penned. Glad to read your poem today. Luv ~LINDA~

Bryan Lacroix March 19, 2014 at 8:13 AM this is a very personal and beautiful piece of art :) I'm glad your can express your problems through words. stay strong Tabitha Colby March 19, 2014 at 1:41 PM Thanks it is personal its not something I like to talk about but writing is my way to express how I feel.

Paul Callus March 18, 2014 at 5:46 PM I can understand what you're feeling; it's not something that you can wash off and forget, or pretend that it never happened. But even so, don't let it be the end of the world; do not suffer for what is not your fault. Open your heart to someone you can trust. Good advice and a shoulder to cry on make a healthy tonic. Take care. // paul Tabitha Colby March 19, 2014 at 1:42 PM No I can't forget about it any of it it's all to vivid for me still and i have opened my heart to someone speacial thanks.