Say Goodbye To Regret
Say Goodbye to Regret....
Often times I wonder what if we never met?
Would I have never suffered years of self hatred & regret?
Looking back should have known nit sure when the truth blurred
You hurt me so bad the feeling goes way beyond mere words
If 2 worlds never came together whi knows and whos to say
Leaving me with a pain that never really fully goes away
I trusted you perhaps I simply refused to fully SEE
Than came betrayal followed by you making a fool of ME
Was she worth it? HOMEWRECKER so full of envy & jealousy
Did you FORGET one minor detail that you HAD a FAMILY?
I TRUSTED you gave you everything wrapped around my heart
Slowly but surely your shallow LIES tore it all apart
Thought I knew YOU did I simply chose not to SEE?
What was so special about her that you chose her over ME?
We took a vow I waz gours you were suppose to be MINE
Was she convienant being there right place & right time?
Cant believe how you could look me deeply in the eyes
Should have listened to my instincts instead of believing LIES
YOU got the easy way I was left to do my best & survive
I got to sit around self destruct all ALONE and just cry
OUR daughter almost 3 yrs old barely a month shy
Night after night her tiny voice asking me Mommy WHY?
Now FOREVER she will question eveything Men do or say
Possibly you did us a favof that fateful cold November day
Your lies torre down the 8 years together that WE built
Im choosing to let go NO LONGER beat myself up with the guilt
Now my life is HAPPY a wonderful Man I have finally met
I have moved on forgiven you but my heart shall never forget
No more wasted thoughts Time to free myself from REGRET
Copyright © Diana Vee | Year Posted 2016
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