Saudade

I have a feeling it's a little weird feelings for a long time Both A feeling of remorse,a feeling of happiness . It's about the growing up of my age little by little Oh!what should I feel,oh !what should I do to stop It's telling me the time is running but what do I want exactly To be at a young age feeling life as an excitement tour Or to be maturely growing and taking life as an adventure The new friends for supporting me,or the old friends for fun Oh !dear do not leave me behind for I have known this confusion As I note this to myself and I leave myself no choice but to be happy This little weird feelings are not fear but are of saudade dear That everyone will go through reminding myself that I am not the weird one