Sarah

As she entered the dingy little house, 
Sarah regarded Ethel and Charles. 
They were where they always were, 
each sat, slumped, torpid
in their own well-worn armchair, 
staring vacantly at the telly.

Neither acknowledges her arrival, 
and she did not announce it, 
the pleasantries were redundant, 
all three knew their roles. 

Everything was, as always.
 
The closed curtains were worn, thin,
allowing a pattern of light
to pool on the brown carpet.
The room was hot, stuffy, 
and had its own odious whiff;
a mixture of stale urine 
sweat, and decay. 

She gagged as she entered, 
because of the stench, 
and because 
of the anticipation of what came next. 
Changing their diapers, 
bathing them 
while ignoring 
the obvious pleasure 
it gave Charles. 

Sarah had been 'bathing' Charles 
since she was eleven, 

Ethel knew, of course, 
but pretended she didn't. 

Later; 
she would prepare their dinner.
 
Sarah had stopped eating with them. 

She told herself 
she was too tired to eat 
that dealing with her parents' mess 
made her sick. 

The truth was 
Sarah increasingly found it soothing 
not to eat, 
it gave her almost as much comfort 
as the marks she made 
with the knife 
that she kept with her, 
always.
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Goldsmith Avatar
April 3, 2022 at 10:24 AM
A powerful write. Never know what others are going through. Have a great/blessed day writing away.................
Miller Avatar
April 4, 2022 at 1:23 AM
Thank you Paula.
Krutsinger Avatar
April 1, 2022 at 10:23 PM
"all three knew their roles." - isn't this the truth? This is a study in psychology that makes incredible sense, sadly.
Miller Avatar
April 4, 2022 at 1:23 AM
Thank you Caren it is a sad poem.
Kendrick Avatar
March 9, 2022 at 8:06 AM
Sad story told in poetic form. Life can be worse than we can imagine for some. I enjoyed reading your work. Sara
Miller Avatar
March 13, 2022 at 9:31 AM
Thank you Sara.
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