Sacrifice In Love's Name

I remember all those movies so sappy. We were always together so happy. You were nothing more than a friend. That's what I made myself think, I had to pretend. But the truth really was that I loved you. I thought if not now, then that's what we'll both grow into. But then she came. I must however admit that you are the one I will blame. Nothing was in control any longer. Neither of us willing to fix it to make things stronger. I gave my feelings away and you had said no But my love clung on, not letting go. But then you broke, you snapped on two. There was no way, I didn't try to fix you, My love still shined, so bright. But my hatred turned to have a whole lot more might. I wanted revenge and all I got was none. I realized what we had is now completely gone. I want you to know that it doesn’t matter. And now that I am gone I hope you are better. My love is never gone its only away. I just hope you know and love me too someday. I sacrificed myself for your well-being. But there is something inside me, that tearing feeling.