Sacred Promise

That first black and white grainy strangely fluid floating flat screen view of the early developing individual inside EarthMother's womb Reminds me of that first full-spectrum green and blue strangely white cloudy moistly floating slowly revolving flat screen view of home planet still developing evolving revolving Earth. A LeftBrain dominant individual worldview from a RightBrain bilaterally individuating Self/Mother Home/Other co-arising contextual perspective. Resilience becomes difficult to see these embryonic becomings as if emerging from monotheistic v panentheistic ego-transcendent v ecosystemic immanent imminent degeneratively emergent anxious Original offspring eating the sacred Host Sin. Original corruption, degeneratively mortal design implies our Creator, our recreative natural/spiritual processes, our Yangish MonoGod, our Yintegral PanEntheistic regenerativity, Made an anthropomorphic inhumane unloving win v lose zero-sum calculated mistake Original Sin concludes that humane spirituality is dualistically severed from divinity's naturally regenerative integral organic synergetically co-relational win/win potential before any umbilical cord is surgically severed. This, in turn, confuses a LeftBrain dominant either true or false way of competitively adding v subtracting win/win multiplying nonviolent regenerative health for both mother and child, Earth and her EarthTribal memories Back before straight white privileged LeftBrain dominant males disproportionately developed English, Further back before linguistic empowered language evolved from economically enlightened numeric quantification scale organic rhythm syncretic nurturing pace integral sacred felt space curiously intrigued emergent win/win co-relational metric fractal DNA patterns of co-attaching healthy co-investments Infant organic neurosystems already knew Earth's bilateral inspiring intelligence was troubled when the following were no longer nondualistically sensed as self-referencing regenerative integral synonymous win/win experiences: internal life as external love's effect external resilience supporting internal resonance nature outsiding inside spirit body-mind EgoBaby/EarthSystemicMother Passionately iconic compassion humane-divine sacrament secular-sacred ego-ecosystemic autonomy of interdependence oneness of nonzero completion linearity of spiraling circles fullness of empty closure Historic enculturation justice of peace equity of integrity externally decolonizing internal creolization of consciousness Health optimizing wealth Me of We individual co-relationships competitive cooperation Either/Or deductions reconsidering Both/And inductions linear bipolarity co-arising circular dipolarity Prescriptive Thoughts emerging from descriptive Feelings cognition of intuition perceiving EarthTribe receiving secular space throughout sacred time Imagining my journey since my first black and white prematurely grey grainy strangely fluid floating flat screen worldview of ego-home planet still developing evolving revolving health wealthing sacred full-spectrum spiraling MotherEarth Promise.