S.E.X.

A voice inside is telling me that i'm ready. Yet a voice inside is telling me that I should wait. It's getting harder and harder to ignore. Everytime I get close to leaping through that door it shuts. He's all I want. I want to feel his touch. My body and heart crave him as one. I think i'm love. But let's not get too carried away here. Lust can be misleading sometimes. So sex will just have to wait. I need to get my priorities straight first before I even go down that road. Every other girl I know has done it already or is planning too. There is only a select few that choose to wait and i'm one of them. That im proud to say. I'm not waiting until marraige but i'm not giving it up fast either. I have to make sure he's the one before I do something I won't be able to take back and that's for real.