Ryan Goodbye

I always tried to keep dreaming, that one day I'd be with you, and you'd want to be with me to, I couldnt count how many tear's I shed, I held on to the memorie of laying with you in bed, now I'm watching my smile turn around completly, I know I felt for you, and thats why the pain hurt so deeply you really knocked me off my feet, with every word and every smile, that was sweet, but the hurting feeling is so hard to keep, but don't worry I'll remember what we shared, and I'll keep telling myself you really cared, and when I let you go this time it'll be worse when I sie, because this time I'm really saying ryan goodbye, I wont try to fool you, I'm really letting go this time I swear it's not a lie, so ryan goodbye, I'm not going to beg you to be with me, bacause I can see it's not what you want to do, and I'm not going to try to convience you, it's not something I should have to ask you to do, and tonight when I lay down to sleep, the hurt will run deep, and I'll probably cry, because it's gonna hurt saying ryan goodbye.