Running, hiding

Running, hiding. Still denying why are you trying. Another day that you say, you will get by anyway. The weight is heavy, I was clinging. Pain is low but I strive to fly high. High above the clouds. The seas arenceqshing loud. I don't hear it though, because your frequency is too loud. How funny it is, to be misrepresented How funny it is, to be torn into pieces. The days are light but the night are heavy. The space by me just seems worthless. The space by me constantly shifting. What the the meaning? I ask myself. What's the point? Heart space is restless. The bleeding heart keeps overflowing. Like a little girl so foolish, but keeps going. Floating on the winds of hope. Praying for new days to wake up. A time for sleeping is only for the past. Strive and get up, momentum of love always lasts. The lessons are healing Karmic may stay tempting. A cycle must close to rise to for ascension. Shadow work is needed. Stop and patience, your forgiven. Get a hold of yourself, your the highest of royal priestess. An involved empress who hold desired secrets. Deceptions and illusions will not be tolerated anymore. Protecting the healing heart while learning from lessons before.