Rough Life

I am so hurt, Life is all you have Push till you break. Keep your head up high Dont let it fall between your knees Your scars will show and some may judge but dont let that be the thing that stops you. I am proud of you for all you do. You might cry and tell people you are giving up. Your strong and okay. Shoot for the sky. Your a beautiful even though you dont know how to say it to your self. Smile more and try and enjoy life. They tell you bend over and take it. So I do and know your judging me. You say clean so I do. I would do anything you want and you know that. You take advantage of me in every way. You hit me, rape me, beat me and enjoy it all. You smile and laugh and tell me to suck it up. I ask if your proud of the way you treat me "that's love" you say. I am weak now crawling on the floor. I get up and fall down. I come back for more cause I want love. I crave the love. Family friends all love me and I can see it. Now I am stronger and more here. I dont want to play your games anymore. I am not gonna do this anymore. Grab my hand and I'm gonna kick you and shove you down. I'm a warrior and I have scars. I am never gonna let you touch me again or hurt me.