Roses

roses are red. violets are blue. I feel red when im around you and blue when I realize that I cant have you. It almost makes me not want to exsist on valentines day. its the day choosen to celebrate love. its a day meant for wholeness but it makes me feel so incomplete. so I close up even more. while everyone else is wining and dining and celebrating their love im like I always am. sitting on my bed alone. sipping cheap wine that burns and taste bitter going down. just so I wont remember that this is all my fault. I choose to ignore and to stay single because I want something meaningful. Not a just because scenario. I reach for the stars and Ive never once looked down and thought maybe Im shooting to high. except when I think about love which stinks. ive never even seen a plastic rose. I feel insignificant.