Resentment

You told me you loved me and that 
you cared.
You promised sweet kisses and to 
always be here.
You were once so good and kind, 
gentle and so very sweet.
When just thinking of you my knees 
grew weak.
When you're hands were in mine, 
chills ran up my spine.
Now my world is upside down
All the silence is now sound.
Fantasies are nightmares, dreams 
are like hell
You don't hold my hand and I 
wonder who is it I am sharing my 
man with.
Your lies are effecting me, stressing 
me, making a mess of me.
I can't even vibe with you, especially
knowing you had her in your arms.
The same ones that used to protect 
my worries and stop my fears.
The hands that wiped away my 
tears.
The lips that once gave sweet kisses 
and spoke soothing reassuring 
words
The once welcoming sincere smell 
of you shirt now makes me sick to 
my stomach.
Sick to the pit.
I know I must face the truth.
I hate this ****. I want to hate you but 
all that will do is cause pain to me.
Only God knows how this is effecting 
you.
And silly me still in love.
Me. You. We. Her. You. Me. Pain. 
Sorrow. Resentment. You
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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