Reprieve This Time

Sometimes when I'm alone at night
 and the pains just to much to bear,
I pull out my old friends Smith & Wesson & Jack Daniels
And play roulette with my hopes and cares  
    
I put a bullet in the chamber 
And pour whiskey in my glass
I give the gun a spin and down the shot
And wait for a click or final blast

Alas a click is all I hear
And I'm still trapped in this tormented hell
I shrug off the short reprieve by the hand of fate    
And fall headlong in depressions well

But the insanity lingers like an oozing sore
And Ilock myself away from a normal life  
So I  pray an end to this daily war  
And the never-ending internal strife
   
People may judge me a lunatic
By the psycotic  words upon this page.
But if they for one night carried this runaway mind.
Perhaps they would understand this poetic rage.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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February 21, 2016 at 11:34 PM
Carl, WOW, even though this is an awesome poem, I'd hate to think of you like this. The situation. I feel you on the tormented feeling... Great and awesome poem. I love your poetry so much. ((strong,powerful, and WRONG!!!)).. Good night... LINDA
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February 22, 2016 at 3:05 AM
This was a state of mind poem when I was in a bad place. Yes it was wrong and I definately don't behave like that anymore. Blessings Carl
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