Richard Lamoureux Poet Free verse

Removing the Lock From My Door

I knock at the door of my questioning
Wondering if I should let myself in
Will I be a hospitable guest
Will my questions eviscerate me

I have known myself 
to be my greatest nemesis 
Therefore I fear
Being alone with myself in the dark

I prepare my room
Open the windows
Allow cold air to permeate my sanctum
For I wish to be alert
I turn on the lights
For I wish to see
I do not wish to be distracted by me

The knocking
Becomes more persistent 
With beating heart
I walk across the room
Feeling my breath catch in my throat
As sweaty hands reach for the lock
Opening the door just a crack
Yet I push past myself like a breeze
Wondering why did it take so long
To let myself in.

There in front of me 
A table and two chairs
I sat here
And I sat there
The one of me 
Was now a pair
We did not need to say a word
We listened intently and we heard
No secrets exist within one mind
The veil lifted 
no longer blind
I smiled
And I smiled back at me
Suddenly another appeared
There were three of me

Past me
Present and future me
The one I was
The one I am
The one I am destined to be
So we joined hands
Together I prayed
Fear of myself
It began to fade

Some questions have no answers
So I let them fade away
I've come to accept that's perfectly okay
No reason to reside in yesterday
For both Yesterday and tommorow
live inside of me
Yet it is here and now that I need to be
I am 
Yes I am 
willing to be
Present and free

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Maurice Yvonne November 25, 2014 at 9:28 AM Beautiful write, a great slant on self discovery and acceptance.

Laura Breidenthal November 22, 2014 at 4:21 PM "For both Yesterday and tomorrow live inside of me"Wow.. Another touching piece straight from your heart, Richard. I agree that this is a powerful message. An honest self evaluation that teaches a great lesson. Always, Laura

Donna Jones November 21, 2014 at 6:44 PM Its good to get to this place..and you express it well....I love your mom's comment..:-) :-)

Eileen Manassian November 19, 2014 at 8:47 AM The past, the present, the future you and all wonderful, Richard. Yes, some questions are hard to answer. Sometimes we shy away from that introspection. I also am my greatest enemy. That's why friends like you are so dear. Hope your day is off to a good start. Hugs

Liam Mcdaid November 17, 2014 at 3:12 PM powerful piece of writing richard deep excellent pen dear pal

Monterey Sirak November 16, 2014 at 6:40 AM A deeply reflective poem, Rick. I like the line "Some questions have no answers" Did you ever think that some answers have no questions? Some things just are. Monterey Sirak November 24, 2014 at 7:25 AM Sorry so long answering your question. Was distracted by things outside the soup. You can have one answer with no question. God is the answer. He is, He was, and He always will be. There is no why? Richard Lamoureux November 16, 2014 at 7:41 AM I will ponder that, can you give me an example??? Would it still be considered an answer if there was no question??? My inquiring mind wishes to know.

Paul Callus November 15, 2014 at 7:41 AM This is deep and self searching. Debbie and I must have had similar thoughts! Reflection is a must in life...gathering our thoughts in silence. Nothing can surpass the present. Once I read a chart at school which said: "Today is the tomorrow we worried about yesterday...and all is well!" // paul Richard Lamoureux November 15, 2014 at 8:37 AM Ha ha, I love it Paul.

Debbie Guzzi November 14, 2014 at 7:19 PM ahhhh a budding Buddhist! ;) GOOD for you! Light & Love Richard Lamoureux November 14, 2014 at 7:36 PM I once had another friend say the same thing after reading my poem "Wisdom Tree". I do believe there is much to be learned and I am not apposed to learning from a Buddist. My heart however is held lovingly in Jesus's hands an I continue to trust him with my salvation. Thanks for your kind visit Debbie.

Dorian Petersen Potter November 14, 2014 at 2:00 AM A very nice poetic piece you've penned here Richard, my friend. Love and light! xxxx D. Richard Lamoureux November 14, 2014 at 7:37 PM Thanks Dorian, it appears between you and Debbie I am being flooded with light and love. What a wonderful way to end my day.

Arthur Vaso November 13, 2014 at 10:57 PM I like how you can go to dark places and end the poem in the light, great introspection. This sure makes one think. Richard Lamoureux November 14, 2014 at 7:39 PM I never thought of it that way but I can see where I have done just that. Thanks Arthur.

Demetrios Trifiatis November 12, 2014 at 7:48 AM No greater achievement that the harmonious coexistence of our parts! A fantastic and profound poem that reaches the depths of the heart and mind! A sever for sure, dear Richard! PS. I will try the e-book! Too many books at home! Richard Lamoureux November 12, 2014 at 5:15 PM I look forward to hearing your thoughts Demetrios. Thanks for the kind comment.

James Marshall Goff November 12, 2014 at 6:58 AM just printed it, Richard, am working on this, actually, myself.....perfectly executed poem! wow......you hit it "out o' the park" with this one, my friend! jimbo Richard Lamoureux November 12, 2014 at 5:16 PM Thanks James! :0)

Scott Thirtyseven November 11, 2014 at 11:55 AM A fabulous piece of poetry, an absolute pleasure to read. Enjoyed 'the one...' lines immensely. Richard Lamoureux November 11, 2014 at 6:20 PM Nice play on words Scott. Thanks For visiting.

Mama Bear November 10, 2014 at 8:08 PM You have been wonderfully free since Jesus came into your life. Love Mom Richard Lamoureux November 10, 2014 at 9:10 PM He has been a part of my life long before I ever realized he was.

Poet Tacito November 10, 2014 at 3:21 PM "No reason to reside in yesterday"...1000% yes. Powerful, resounding message. (MAN HUG!) Poet Tacito November 10, 2014 at 3:39 PM Embracing life...moreso, after reading what I've been reading in some of the blogs. :-/ I appreciate you & others here. I hope things are good with you too. Richard Lamoureux November 10, 2014 at 3:34 PM Thanks Drake, how have you been?

Casarah Nance November 10, 2014 at 2:49 PM Incredible journey you presented. great to read Richard :) Richard Lamoureux November 10, 2014 at 3:35 PM Thanks Casarah. ;0)

Tim Smith November 10, 2014 at 2:38 PM Richard I love how you took us through the journey of yourself....molded by the past, reaching for the future, living the here and now. Richard Lamoureux November 10, 2014 at 3:36 PM This came to me early this morning.

Timothy Hicks November 10, 2014 at 10:28 AM These allegorical portraits of yourself is where your pen truly shines, my friend. The present is all we really have, but it takes so long to reach that point of acceptance. Introspection is a wonderful gift and you use it well.