Regrets
I can say I have a regret that cant be
undone
the day I stopped living my own life
and became
a character in someone elses tainted
world, just a sad litttle role im so
sorry i just didnt know..
just an innocent naive girl..I would
never be the same ever
again..I could only remember who I
once had been..I did it for
love I did for spite whatever it was it
still couldnt make it right.life of
struggles filled with so much
pain..tears of despair filled my eyes
like
I never knew and they would
remain everyday ..such a fool...i
tried many times to turn back...and
failed..is this my life now
I just didnt want this..but who
knew...I died that day...and no one
had a clue..
It took my kind heart and made it
dark and mean...now my daughters
will have
to grow up with what this cold world
did to me...I regret it but I have
learned to adapt in it..doesnt
matter what I want my life to be..
this is it..no one chose this but me.
stand proud..It was my choice..gotta
stay solid. i laugh now.. really thats
what matters ..cmon grow up
now..so much more out there...trust
me.. i once lived it..of course not
now.. I stood for something before
now i stand for ...nothing..I didnt
know..to be in this strange
world..where i would lose myself
and everything i was meant to be.
maybe a nightmare...not so lucky im
wide awake..this is me . childish
foolish things that make no sense in
my mind at all..its waste of a life. i
tell myself just sit back now...and
just endure...many years left..its not
ready to let you go..not even close
who do you think you are..
Too much unecessary lies..followed
with emotional madness...Was it
worth it..not
even a little bit...If I could of just
been strong...and remembered how
much I was a
descent person..in my little boring
life...I would be on top of the world
instead of running
from it like a scared little soul, cant
even think right..nope.. not no
more. its not your mind anymore ..u
have no rights stop trying its useless
by now .I end this with a little piece
of me....Never change yourself to fit
in...and be somewhere you are not
meant to be...cause trust me...I lived
it .. i would rather have my sanity....
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