Reflections

I know I should be feeling good because the resort is full of life Everywhere I turn the smiles are bright but inside of my heart I feel decay I sit in a corner that is far away trying to be my own best-friend With my coffee,paper,pen in hand I look at all the faces fade away Slowly making my way to my room with a listless smile on my face I just lock myself in the bathroom and lay my head on the tile floor Nothing seems to matter when I am alone always staring into those empty spaces seeing that there is always more Lost in my own mirror reflection I pin myself upon the wall with a towel around my neck There's no need to say goodbyes those before had no chance to so why should I have the right It's a privilege, one I never earned Life has a meaning, one I never learned