Reflections

As I reflect on my past and remember things that happened over the years I often stop and think about the problems I caused. I can still see her tears. My mother accepted a child, whose parents had left her for dead. I couldn't understand. Why couldn't she have given birth instead? The love I felt for my mother most will never even know. I was blinded by a wall i had built. My feelings could never show. Now that my mother s with you I've learned to accept a few things With Jesus now in my heart I can see what true happiness means. Though I can never go back and change those things i put you through for some reason God still loves me and some day I will be with you. To those who know me now you have seen a change in me. Do you know someone today who is just as lost as me? Please go to that person now. Don't wait even one more day. Don't worry about a single thing.. God will tell you what to say. As this poem comes to an end I hope some day you will find Yes at times I can be a real pain. Yet there are those who know me as being simply kind. I asked Jesus to come into my heart. He could change me in every way. I guess that's what my mother always knew and wanted to say. In loving memory of my mother, Melba Dean