Reflection
Looking into the mirror what do I see
a strong black woman standing before herself with no insecurities with
no sorrow a voice that dominates a room a woman who needs no one to tell her how important
she is?
no that is not the woman I see standing before me I see a soulless little girl trapped in
a grown
woman body with insecurities that no one understands I see a woman who is in desperate
need to find
searching time after time. A sad little girl who yearns to be held who desires to be the
picture perfect
woman that can stand on my own a spineless woman who rather have people in my life who
uses and abuses
me then face the world alone I see a butterfly trapped in a cocoon with no way out a smile
that has no
meaning a voice that can't be heard too scared to look people in the eye threaten by
others afraid to
think afraid to speak I see a woman who has no beliefs no faith a woman who dwells on what
others opinion
and let them define the woman they will appreciate A woman who feels nothing that I do is
ever good enough
for me and focus on the good. What good? When I'm doing things that shouldn't be done. A
self hatred is what
I see a woman begging fighting crying to be set free
Copyright © Lessette Jackson | Year Posted 2010
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