Reckoning(Wisdom Hard Earned)
slumbering so long deep inside
unable to overcome the tide
a heart slowly awakens
in a man once forsaken
i see beauty where once was none
hearing wisdom from those who have won(?)
i am breaking out of the bonds of inaction
giving up is easy, yet brings no satisfaction
of others i must stop and think
of myself, i must step back from the brink
i am not dirty, or unworthy of merit
i have a good heart, and would share it
sometimes it is wise to do nothing at all
yet now is not the time to stall
i must meet the day of reckoning
a future is beckoning
others may say what they will
they have their own roles to fill
i must say what is in my heart
or my reason and me will part
i'll say not, what others would hear me say
or even what i would hear myself say
only what is in my heart, must i confess
old wounds, and hurts redress
i am in recovery, i learn more without end
and lessons are more painful if i can not bend
there is ransom to be paid for my soul
i will pay, and then again be whole
against the backdrop of a world gone mad
well within the lines drawn for me, i'm not sad
to be me anymore, i'm not mad anymore
there is peace here, in my hearts core
feelings are things from which i would hide
to excape them, i altered my perceptions, and lied
but even those feelings i would not feel
are the more precious now, for being real
now emotions flow, like swirling waters within
hope, rushing forward, free again
surging often in chaotic patterns, fast and strong
heedless, a stream gathering steam, tumbling headlong
this addict is alone tonight
and you know that is alright
because my higher power is here, too
and now, i know what to do,
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(or at least i thought i did?)
Copyright © Solomon Storm | Year Posted 2010
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