Recieving Fortification -Part 2-

I feel the wild nature coming back To hunt me down My prayer is rejected…and my heart is infected With aching affliction… I can’t bear this burden anymore I can’t stand the aftertaste of yesterday…the addiction I need to break this bad habit… It’s unhealthy and it’s killing me bit by bit This burn is punching me in the face again Open up the corridors into my head And you’ll taste my undesirable dread Spit it out! Replace it with benevolence… Not all that miserable nonsense! Open up your eyes, So I can show you my cheerfulness There’s no point in crying… There’s clearly no point in you sighing… There’s a chance for you To drown your unappealing agony… This discarded doubt…this morbid envy Reigns over me… I got to overcome these dark enmities This insecurity…this horrid melancholy Conquers me like a cancer