Random Thoughts: Part 2

Random Thoughts: Part 2 Sitting here with Random Thoughts on the Mind, Not a care in the World, I'm leaving them behind; Things started to unravel, doesn't matter anymore, I shut myself off from it all, and slammed the door; This isn't about anyone, not perticularly at all, It's me sharing feeling's, trying to break down my wall; So many people have hurt me in my present and the Past, That no matter how hard I try its like an unbeatable task; To break down this wall and let new people come in, Then someone comes along and it seems like I win; Only to be denied happiness, like life's a crule joke, In the end its always me dying because my heart is broke; I kick and I swing, always trying to fight; For what I believe in, I want A "Good" Life; No matter where I go it happens the same, Again and again like I'm some kinda lame; Shouldn't Trust Noone, that's not the life That I live, I Want to find someone, my whole heart to give; It's out there, out there for the taking, Maybe that's why my heart keeps on breaking; Maybe I should hide it away, like I have for most of my years, That would solve everything, that would Quick-Dry the Tears; This isn't something I'm selling, or anything I bought, This is Just Part 2, Of My Random Thoughts