Radiant

when i was with you i was an emotional billionaire with overflowing accounts full of joy now that you gone im emotionally homeless, starving and so alone with nothing. i walk the streets of life in rags empty shell bankrupt....... every day is poison every night is its side effect tears burn my face, as the memories play in my head this ghastly pain will take me one day surely erase me my pulse will fade for its lifeforce has abandoned me please reconsider i dont think that you know what youve done. please pull me back from the other side of the viel..... i held you closely when you were crying i tasted your tears and i pulled you closer still i rocked you back and forth i cleared you bloodshot eyes cheek to cheek my heart flowing with love for you i cry to god that he will show you that im not worthless that my love's truly real it burns inside me like a million sunstars radiating it's warmth into your soul