Psychotic Bipolar Poetry

Every day I'm battling depression just trying to get my number straight World on my shoulders so how could I be under weight? Stopped taking anti depressants, cause they made me feel worse Gave them a fair shot but I was still hurt If I get one more prescription from the doctor I'm gonna take him hostage Tie him to the chair and I'm not talking bondage Make him take pills daily, see if he feels better If they actually worked, me and depression wouldn't be together I'm just joking, I won't take him hostage, I just wanted to rhyme hostage, with bondage This poem is just me having fun, without a concept I'm sane but my pen's crazy Welcome to the new Slim Shady Sold my soul to the devil, and the return was I'd never try to keep up with that Kim lady If you're a Kardashian fan and find that offensive I apologize for you being so sensitive I was just joking and making words rhyme Pixie lott will make me her husband, she's just taking her time Maybe I wouldn't be like this, if I never grew up in care and my family stayed I was born a genius, and my insanity escaped Now I'm right on the line if crazy and genius I refuse to speak or work at your convenience If you have any complaints please leave a note in "Alex does not care" I only care about myself now, cause loves not fair I'm just not there Anxiety, depression and I'm bipolar, I'm not all there emotionally Don't take this poem serious, this is just some psychotic bipolar poetry