Psychic Minds

why do i feel trapped inside of life? i can feel such yearning and strife a need of something i do not know i pray for a sign from where to go i can't talk to any one here(i'm hazy) they'd only think i'm totally crazy in my mind i feel such a void in the past i've only played and toyed how can i say what i want to say? they would'nt understand me any way so where can i gain my release stop my calling make it cease i'm not sure that i'd really want to forget and then for the rest of my life regret opening my mind gives me such a lift and i have no right to waste such a gift so if they want to think and say i'm mad i'll forget my pride and say too bad and they may think i'm a total fool my brain, unlike some i;ll use it all.